this is it i have given up trying to fine love i still think it is out their but i am gonna wate untill it finds me. i am not gonna keep looking yea i didnt write in here last night i had much better things to do and ashley is comming down today wate that is love i love ashley so much then me and ashley and donnie are gonna go eat lunch with megan and rachell at fort hahahaha they are in school then ash is prolly gonna stay with me on thursday then after the show this weekend were all gonna come back to my place for tacos and salmon

yay ashley is comming down wensday and she wil be here for two weeks yesssssssssss and she is staying with me on thursday and we are gonna get super high dude i cant say how happy that makes me you dont unnderstand how much i have missed this girl so much yessssss

hiiii, its me...i dont really know what to say.. i just changed your colors and stuff. i dont knoe if you'll like them...but i tried. i dont really have much to say. i love you times a million. ok? .... &hearts

ok you happy gaby. well today has been a shitty and a ok day when i got up i found out my phone was cut off beacuse i had a 356 dollar bill so yea and i dont have a job. the kool thing about today i went to put in an applacation at pizza hut i was gonna work ar blockbuster but they were gonna make me take a drug test so yea but i really wanna work at pizza hut because sarah works their and she is hot and they are alot of cool people who work their ooooooooooooooooh yea i went out for coffee with my dream guy that wss really fun he is soooo great you ask you gaby is well first off duhhhhhhh its gaby she is so great i am very much in love with her oh and i saw rchell last night we watched dream catcher it was ok o yea i almost forgot ashley is commin down soon i love her so much and i am having seperation anxiety with megan i have not seen her in like 2 weeks holy shit we usted to chill everyday she needs to get over here and sarh sarah needs to come over today and play life with me and james and alex tonight that should be fun huh this thing is kinda kool i guess yea my attempt at quitting smoking didnt work so well yea my mom is pising me off relly bad today i cant wate till i move